Facing Flames is Terrifying

No more excuses, now. I'm tired, I've lived my suffering in this vengeance of nature. Drag me out by my heels when you arrive. Wake me with a kiss this time. I was close enough to taste the butterflies escaping. With such near perfection, I completely understand why "God" is a "jealous God." I just don't understand how he doesn't tear himself to pieces over it. Save me or let the fire consume me. Either way, it's doing me a favor. I just wish I was braver. Facing flames is terrifying.